10 more days I'm going enlist le..
I very confuse and dunno what am i in two years time. Will i be pursuing my career in kitchen or others......... i never know.
If I'm given a choice not to enter, i will. I have lots of things to be done yet not done. I miss my friends.
Take care my friends..

I know because I'm a smoker
I know because I have a fcuked attitude
I know because I'm not your type
I know because I have a tattoo and will let your parents, friends say bad about you.

I know there always lot of reason for you to list out.

But you ever know how i felt in my heart. You never know..

My life just involve smoking, drinking, eating and playing. That all. Simple...

Thank for fucked up my life. =(

Been so long since i last blogged.....

Writing down my thoughts are never easy. Life has been fcuked up. Going to enlist army soon. I have stop working and i never like the feeling of income to stop flowing in my bank. I never know what will happen to me after 2 years time.

Will I continue building my career or having a fcuked up life??? I never know..
I never want to give up..





I never want to know the outcome anymore. Just let it be.

If is not because of....... I swear I will never work until so tired ever.......... =(

I have a WISH and also DREAM..........

Wish
I always had a wish, but it always take me the courage to say it.
I never have the courage to know the outcome. I'm scared of the outcome may be what i do not like to hear.
But I always wanted to say it. I rather live in regret then having the courage to say it. That me!!!
I don't want us just be _____, I want us to be together. I willing to change just for you.

I willing to stop being playful.
I willing to stop drinking.
I willing to stop smoking.
I willing to work hard to pamper you.

I just want to be with you.
I scared that when i pop this question to you, the outcome will never be the same..
What if......... I never like to know.
I never felt so serious before, You just make me think twice of what you said.
Just let my heart touch you. I really love you!! That my post for you, before i enter army. Maybe one day you found your love ones, i will step back. If not I will continue to love you secretly.
At least i feel better this way.


Dream
I always dream of my kitchen.
I always want a kitchen that is better than my bedroom.
This way, i can always cook for my love ones.
My dream isn't hard to reach. All I have to do is to work hard.
Give me 7 years and the result will be out. I will prove to myself and you that I can do it.
Liiang JY ah!!! =)

I always thought that i'm still strong enough to work !@#$%^& hours, but i'm wrong.
Because of money, i willing to put my life at risk.
I just work two days, total only 3 hours of sleep in two days, i fall sick.
I realise also i'm just not suitable to be in service side anymore.
I couldnt serve properly, walk properly.
I got to have more rest.. Money is also important. =)

It been so long since i last blog....... Had been quite busy with my attachment and world cup..
I just found out that Cooking is just my job, Gambling is my professional. =X
I will quit once world cup is over..
I cant get addicted to gambling which not small amount in betting.

Last friday was my last day in BW.. I got a mix feeling, feeling happy and sad...
Happy because i finally finish my 2 year course which is a tough path to walk.
Sad because I'm leaving a bunch of good team player in BW. They are just like my brothers..
We went to V4 to celebrate, ended up almost all drunk after 5 bottles.
I will never forget that we went through obstacles together, fighting all the way without giving up, fighting as a team
Thank guys, You all will always be remember by me. I will always visit you all when free. =)

On 3/7/2010

We had a steamboat sessions in Sister's house. Well next time i will plan a better food for them.. Foie gras was a disappointment as most of them do not like to eat. Hokkaido scallops, prawns, duck breast was gone within minutes. I enjoy every sessions spent with them..
Next outing will be genting.. Be prepare.














If only i have the courage to say ilu............... Everyting will change for the better