i have lost the smile on my face.

i couldnt stop thinking everything about my life. i always wan to take the express route to reach my goal. i have lost my balance.

i wanted to cook for her
i wanted to cook for my mother
i wanted to cook for my friends
i wanted to cook for the people i love

maybe one day i will....

i dont understand why i cant saved a single cents every month regardless on how much i earn. i just wan to change my lifestlye.

Stop drinking
stop everything that waste money

Sometime, i just felt that working in kitchen may not be what i want. i do not wish to be just earning 1000$ plus every month.

Politic in kitchen is very scary. it make me wanting to give up and just dun care. But i cant. i choose what i wan to do and never regret. i never wan to lose to others.

Never be a victim of the politic issues or parts of the team.