I said that i will change my life, but i didn't
I said that i will drink less, but i didn't
I said that i will stop smoking, but i didn't

Whatever i had said, has not been done yet. I dunno when will it happen. Friends always doubt my sincerity in changing myself. They always think I'm just joking. But sometime I'm serious about it. They never take my words seriously.

Just came back from puffing sessions with kw, my, iz, des and dickson. It good that i pour all my past out, i feel better. But my past always left a scar in me. Since i have experience it, enough of all the nonsense that i done.

I never get to understand a relationship and I never want to have a relationship now. I always think that i must be financial stable first.
Career is always my priority. Maybe I'm just career minded. But that me.