Mother's day is coming.. i always have a few words i wanted to say but my courage isnt there.

My mom is always a pillar for me to lean when i'm tired.
My mom is always a role model for me to learn.
My mom never stop me from what i love doing.

She is also my dad. She has been strong enough to accept her life and bring us up. She never complain tired. Although i know she tired but she choose to keep to herself.

I remember when i want to pursue my study in SHATEC, she told me something, "Sorry, i cant afford to pay the large amount of fee for you". My mind totally went blank. I understand that she always leave the best for us but for her, she could just want to see us happy.

My path wasnt that smooth too, I afraid i have to stop working towards my passion. Lucky i found a part time job that i work 7 days a week for almost 6 months for my fee. But i neglect my mom, when i went to work she already out for work, when i home she already slept. I hardly talk to her.

I never regret that she my mom. She never show her dissappointment when i first get inked but i know she is truly sad. She just want me to be happy with my life and never regret what i have done.

Is not that i not a good son, but that my life. i choose what i want to be.
My thought, My say

Thank you mom =)


If only i still working there.....