Just my thought


Will she accept that i'm inked
Will she accept that i'm smoking
Will she accept my past when i told her
Will she guide me back to the right path
Will she accept me of who i am..

I just thought about my further. I cant even visualize the path i'm walking.
I couldnt want to be paid 1000$ plus every month.
I couldnt want to be staying on like this
I want to change.

But just speaking does nothing.
I use to cut down my smoking but fail
I use to stop drinking so much but fail
I use to think of saving money but fail
I use to think that i will no get inked but fail
Everything i do had failed.

I told myself since i experienced it already, i should stop doing it..
But thing turns the other way round...None of my friends and my mother know about it. I dont even write what i done in the past here. Lot of things are better to be keep by myself than writing here. It always left in my heart to remind of what i have done. Regret is always not a excuse to use but to learn from it. I have learn part of it.
That just my thought....