Many thought run into my mind, when this question was asked.
Isn't that i do not want to take the first step.
It because thought are fooling me.
I cant change for that because that me
I cant spare extra time for that because my career come first
I cant give her the best because i think that way
I cant make her happy forever..
Friends will always be a better choice. =)
That just me! I always thinking this and that which make a relationship impossible now. That what i choose to be. I'm happy with what I'm now.
Let see what i done td.
Wake up at 4 and meet ws and alvin in ss at 5. Went to buy stuff for tonight steamboat as to celebrate ws belated birthday.
Reached ws house to prepare the food.
Everyone reach and we start our steamboat. Ws had his first surprise by drinking the bowl of chili by mixalogist liang. He thought that i was making tom yum paste for the soup. HAHA!! KW and MY mixed a bowl for him too. All raw plus coke and green tea. After that was playing big 2, total drink 12 glass of water which make me damn full. =.= Water change to vodka... I still have the post drunk system from Tuesday, so i nvr drink.
Everyone started to left. Only left iz, dar, cs and ws talking inside the room. It always fun to talk about the past thing we done.
Anyway let have a outing again next time..........
written with thoughts unspeakable. 2:53 AM.